So Loving...and So Sad...

I had a really hard time on Saturday night. Annie woke up at about 1:30am for food, so I was sitting in her room nursing her. And then John woke up because he heard us. And John started crying and calling "Mama mama mama!"...but I couldn't go to him because I was nursing. Tom went into John's room to sit and rock with him, but John kept calling for me. And Annie kept nursing. I was so full of emotion...loving my baby girl and sharing time with her...while feeling I was completely neglecting my son...and feeling bad for Tom because he was trying to soothe John and all John wanted was his mama. Ugh. John fell back asleep, Annie finished nursing, Tom came to check on me and make sure I was ok...and then we all went back to bed.

After that I decided we had to move Annie back into our room until she sleeps through the night. That way John won't hear her when she wakes up.

Luckily, John continues to LOVE his sister, and she could do no wrong :).